I don’t normally share long stories here, but I think this might be worth sharing?
Ok, so here’s the thing. I have been working in a new environment for a few months now.
First few months has been a torturous for me. Mainly the torture came from my superior.
She was okay at first, then later, she turned a whole 180deg.
Like a monster always aiming at me for the slightest mistakes or what so ever.
Believe me, I was so ready to pack my things and leave her there to find another who can cope with her mood swings.
I talked to my bf about it. About how I feel at work, how my day was. And how I felt like throwing the towel.
But he told me not to give up just yet. And along that line, I was reminded of how Allah would not let his people suffer.
I have been asking Him to bless me with strength and patience, and he set my path to work for her.
And I got reminded of something I’ve heard somewhere before.
That you should not pray for your enemy to be miserable – whereas, pray for Allah to make them a better person, and pray to strengthen the ties between man, refrain from ill feelings towards one another.
Months has passed. Alhamdulillah. I am not kidding when I tell you that she is so so much nicer to me now than ever before.
I can’t quite explain why, perhaps it might be one of those pregnancies thingy.
But I chose to believe that it is Allah who has been listening to me all these while, it was Him who has been watching over me.